The Los Angeles Experience....
was created to bring back the life I believe is missing from Los Angeles... or maybe just it's residents... but each day I see so many people just breathing but not living...
I guess I can begin with my own life...this is my story...
I created these events because I want people to begin to believe in themselves again. Believe in your dreams, believe in your aspirations... believe in the reflection in the mirror... show me your passions... ONLY then can I help you... I can help you to achieve them...
Los Angeles is such a wonderful place for opportunity ... and I know sometimes you have to compromise yourself to gain what you would like to have... and I don't suggest it but I know it may seem easier to go the other route or worst give up...
Before I began my company, I used to ask myself all the time what is it that I would I do for free? What is my passion... what am I crazy about? I felt empty, unappreciated and systematic. I'm far from Ms. Corporate America... I hardly fit the part... Don't' get me wrong... I love working in an office environment, but I love even more to be challenged and needed. I feel incomplete when I'm not applying myself...but it's hard to give your all when it's dishonest... Reflecting back to my elementary school education, I can now understand why I was skipped or placed in the Gifted & Talented program... but more than that I wanted to be excited about waking up...
I was raised by a housewife & a businessman.... and boy did he take care of business... :) Just thinking about him makes me blush & a smile appears. I don't know many women who had a father figure in their home & as I look out into the world today I understand & I know that it was or is truly a blessing to have had a man like him in my life. He was such a "grown man". I remember him looking at me with such sincerity & a his eyes showed a love that no man today can ever take away from me. And her... I was raised by a woman who believed in everything I wanted. Her compassion, her strength, her optimism... I can't describe the mark she made in my life & heart. I can't describe the devastation I have suffered by the void she has left in my heart since 2000. But I can describe & accept how much her absence has matured me.
To know me, or understand me is to know them. To know them is to know that I was raised with morals, respect & integrity... and the purest form of love possible. I feel like sometimes I can't make it in this society... because it is so cut throat & selfish... two things I know nothing about... And I can't say that it's unfair, I just understand that to some people my views & reservations are unrealistic... and it's weird because I still dream...
I am inspired by beautiful things & beautiful people. The beauty in people... from their attitude... to their arrogance... to their wisdom... to their courage... Those are things I am inspired by... I am inspired by the struggle & the determination... I am inspired by the strength to keep moving & the confidence to believe. I am inspired by men & women... I am inspired by success & even failure... because that failure inspires growth & knowledge...
Throughout the last decade I have went through the worst things... I find myself unable to sleep at night because I can't understand... but I guess the solution is that I am not supposed to understand, just overcome. I am passionate about my dreams, but I also understand now that I must be passionate about my nightmares. Do you get it??? I went through everything for a reason... and I am so much stronger because of that... My strength is scary... There is really not to much you can do to me...I have already been through it all.. and fortunately I appreciate it. I appreciate all the hurt & pain... because through it all I have remained a beautiful & optimistic person... You can't fear the world or else it will swallow you.
I am upset with people who don't challenge themselves... I am upset with a person who accepts the worst out of situations...who is content with being unsatisfied. I am upset with people who are okay with just getting by. I am upset with people who carry bitterness and regret.... life is so much sunnier when you embrace the negativity, flip it... and reflect on your improvements... What happened to the person you wanted to be when you were 16?
The Los Angeles Experience is my experience, my growth , my intuition, my dreams. It is my dream to see people fulfill their own dreams....Share them with me... I will listen, I promise. I am tired of people telling me what is impossible or possible. How can anything be impossible when I believe in a Man who says all things are possible through him? ... and it's not about religion, it's about hope & it's about freedom...
Please only let me come into your life if you are ready for change. Please don't associate any negativity or doubts this way. Perseverance & self-belief are the only things I ask of you. I am ready to change the world, I would love to change it with a group rather alone... Independence is a wonderful thing... but having a family is so much better... now the ball is in your court.... GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!
was created to bring back the life I believe is missing from Los Angeles... or maybe just it's residents... but each day I see so many people just breathing but not living...
I guess I can begin with my own life...this is my story...
I created these events because I want people to begin to believe in themselves again. Believe in your dreams, believe in your aspirations... believe in the reflection in the mirror... show me your passions... ONLY then can I help you... I can help you to achieve them...
Los Angeles is such a wonderful place for opportunity ... and I know sometimes you have to compromise yourself to gain what you would like to have... and I don't suggest it but I know it may seem easier to go the other route or worst give up...
Before I began my company, I used to ask myself all the time what is it that I would I do for free? What is my passion... what am I crazy about? I felt empty, unappreciated and systematic. I'm far from Ms. Corporate America... I hardly fit the part... Don't' get me wrong... I love working in an office environment, but I love even more to be challenged and needed. I feel incomplete when I'm not applying myself...but it's hard to give your all when it's dishonest... Reflecting back to my elementary school education, I can now understand why I was skipped or placed in the Gifted & Talented program... but more than that I wanted to be excited about waking up...
I was raised by a housewife & a businessman.... and boy did he take care of business... :) Just thinking about him makes me blush & a smile appears. I don't know many women who had a father figure in their home & as I look out into the world today I understand & I know that it was or is truly a blessing to have had a man like him in my life. He was such a "grown man". I remember him looking at me with such sincerity & a his eyes showed a love that no man today can ever take away from me. And her... I was raised by a woman who believed in everything I wanted. Her compassion, her strength, her optimism... I can't describe the mark she made in my life & heart. I can't describe the devastation I have suffered by the void she has left in my heart since 2000. But I can describe & accept how much her absence has matured me.
To know me, or understand me is to know them. To know them is to know that I was raised with morals, respect & integrity... and the purest form of love possible. I feel like sometimes I can't make it in this society... because it is so cut throat & selfish... two things I know nothing about... And I can't say that it's unfair, I just understand that to some people my views & reservations are unrealistic... and it's weird because I still dream...
I am inspired by beautiful things & beautiful people. The beauty in people... from their attitude... to their arrogance... to their wisdom... to their courage... Those are things I am inspired by... I am inspired by the struggle & the determination... I am inspired by the strength to keep moving & the confidence to believe. I am inspired by men & women... I am inspired by success & even failure... because that failure inspires growth & knowledge...
Throughout the last decade I have went through the worst things... I find myself unable to sleep at night because I can't understand... but I guess the solution is that I am not supposed to understand, just overcome. I am passionate about my dreams, but I also understand now that I must be passionate about my nightmares. Do you get it??? I went through everything for a reason... and I am so much stronger because of that... My strength is scary... There is really not to much you can do to me...I have already been through it all.. and fortunately I appreciate it. I appreciate all the hurt & pain... because through it all I have remained a beautiful & optimistic person... You can't fear the world or else it will swallow you.
I am upset with people who don't challenge themselves... I am upset with a person who accepts the worst out of situations...who is content with being unsatisfied. I am upset with people who are okay with just getting by. I am upset with people who carry bitterness and regret.... life is so much sunnier when you embrace the negativity, flip it... and reflect on your improvements... What happened to the person you wanted to be when you were 16?
The Los Angeles Experience is my experience, my growth , my intuition, my dreams. It is my dream to see people fulfill their own dreams....Share them with me... I will listen, I promise. I am tired of people telling me what is impossible or possible. How can anything be impossible when I believe in a Man who says all things are possible through him? ... and it's not about religion, it's about hope & it's about freedom...
Please only let me come into your life if you are ready for change. Please don't associate any negativity or doubts this way. Perseverance & self-belief are the only things I ask of you. I am ready to change the world, I would love to change it with a group rather alone... Independence is a wonderful thing... but having a family is so much better... now the ball is in your court.... GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!
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